| FACEBOOK!
so i got a facebook souly dedicated to helping me lose weight and find support.
http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1789514401&ref=name
add me! and just to make sure i don't get creepers adding me, when you add me, write "xanga" in the mesage line.
thank you :)
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| NEW SUMMER
NEW START
so my school officially got out for summer today(: YA! it's been almost a year since i started this site. hard to beleive time flies like this. sadly, my weightloss goals have failed. i have infact GAINED weight since i started this (i am now 137lbs fuck my life.)
but recently, my gramma found out she has diabetes and she has been working REALLY hard to lose weight and i can already see a difference. so she has really been inspiring me lately.
I ahve also been thinking about new ways to try and lose weight. and I was thinking... what if i made a facebook specifically for this account? in case you didn't realize this, Emme is not my real name. haha. I don't really want people to know my identity on here. So what if i made a special facebook so i can keep in better touch with you all. what do you think?
let me know.
lots of love.
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| I am fucking disgusted with myself.
i have lost all motivation. I want to be skinny so bad yet I can't move my fatass from the couch in order to do so. I don't know what happened to me. I want the old me back. The anxious me. The me that was motivated. Tomorrow I keep telling myself I'm started dieting for real. I mean strict dieting. 500 cal dieting. hardly eating and running your ass off dieting. But I'm scared to death of failure.
I've ordered pizza and bbq wings tonight for one last night of pigging out. Tomorrow is my new start. Please pray It will be successful.
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| i'm fucking miserable right now
my grandma fell at work and broke her arm in three places and dislocated her shoulder. now she can hardly move plus she's having to deal with tons of law suits and shit. So im left to take care of my two younger sisters (for those of you who don't know my grandma is raising me and my half-sister cuz my mom is pretty fucked up) on top of all this me and my bestfriend are in a huge fight over stupid shit. it's pretty much my fault because we got in a fight over our abortion views and suddenly all the stress that had been piling up inside me just came pouring out and it sucks cuz i want to apologize to her but she's in London right now for spring break with no way of communication.
I gained three pounds from stress eating. I tried to work out a few nights ago and im so out of shape that i sould hardly do 10 sit ups.
I hate my life right now.
STAY STRONG!
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| Sorry it's been a while since my last update. For some reason all my teachers decided to torture me with millions of tests and projects due the week I got back from being sick so I've been pulling tons of all nighters trying to get all this shit done and I finally feel like I've caught up... I just have one essay to write tonight! YAY!
So recently, I have been staying around the 128'ish weight. And I think I need to start working out. My only problem, I am SO out of shape. I tried to do cardio last night and nearly DIED after 10 minutes! So where do I start? I don't have access to a gym in town and I can't walk/run because I live on a highway so what do I do? Any tips on motivation?
I am planning on buying the Wii fit... has this helped anyone?
Oh well... here's some thinspo! Enjoy!
C O M M E N T!
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